he dont like me... everything just as courtesy

Aku byk fikir lately dan sesungguhnya aku tidak disukai. Aku dipilih hanya kerana aku mampu. Dan awalnya aku hanya untuk digunakan tp mcm ramai ckp sbb aku baik maka aku dipilih tetapi just for a short period as he understand me well on how i will give up. Aku sedar cara dia dr dulu when he keep saying to let her x wife give up. He will do anything to let her go but what is actually in his mind was he will not let she left him, its just something to benefits him to encourage him this woman like him so much. And the same thing happened to me now. He just keep doing things which burn out my heart will collapse all my feeling and all these things just he want to know either i can stand for him or not and will i stand still for him or not even he did everything to challenge me. His act just remind me to what he did before to his x. The same thing. 

And as for now i will look on this matter properly and what consequences should be known later...

Whatever it is im still me with 3 handsome gorgeous boys.